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  The next thing I knew, we were there and I requested the first round in the tub. I was feeling dirty from our escapades the night before, as well as the hard work I had thrown myself into this day. I wanted to be ready for him and he agreed with a soft kiss on my lips. I could get used to the new gentle giant that Bill had turned into, though my body thought of the hard man that had been on top of me the night before. I don’t know which one I would choose or if I even wanted to.

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  When I got out of the tub, the place smelled good and it was clear that Bill was making dinner. I told him that I would finish up so that he could wash up and he kissed me again as we passed, me going by the stove and him towards the small bathroom. How had it gotten to be so normal in such a short time? It was another mystery that I didn’t quite understand and I didn’t know if I was ever going to be able to. There was something about it all that I didn’t get, but that didn’t matter. Some things I suppose were not meant to be understood and I had a feeling that this was one of them. I knew that I wanted to be here, but the future was murky and unknown.

  “What are you thinking of, looking off into space like that?”

  “Nothing really. Just can’t believe I am here and I’ve met someone like you.”

  He smiled at me and moved closer. The pan was taken off of the stove and he moved it onto the counter.

  “It’s not ready yet.”

  “I have more pressing needs than food. My hunger is for something else.”

  That look was back in his eyes and it made my mouth instantly dry. It wasn’t that hard to do, but I knew that I was going to get the same as the night before. Maybe he would be gentle for a time, but there was something still so predatory in his slackened jaw and the glaze in his eyes. I didn’t mind the look. I was worried that I wouldn’t be able to give him what he needed as my body was still recovering from the night before.

  All thoughts were banished from my brain when he pulled me with him to the bed. Laying me down on the soft mattress, instead of getting on top of me, he pushed me up higher on the bed and opened my legs wide. This was not at all what I had expected and when his hot mouth moved on top of my heat, I cried out a little bit with the pleasure. He had a magical tongue that didn’t take long to get going and my body didn’t take long to start writhing as he started to push me to new limits. It was like the night before, my body betraying me too quickly and it was impossible for me to hold back the moaning and the need. I didn’t want to and each sound seemed to bring him to a new level of desire.

  “You taste good Ayla. Everything about you is perfect.”

  I didn’t like being called perfect, but settling him back down between my legs with a hand in his dark hair silenced his words. I wanted to come, my body tightly wound and on the precipice. That was all that I could think about and all that I wanted to think about. There was not much that came to my mind as the first wave of pleasure came over me with a swiftness that took my breath away.

  My thighs tightened around his neck and he pulled them apart, holding me down where I lay so that I couldn’t move. He was getting a rise out of me and there was nothing more than to take it from him. My head moved back and forth and I tried to hold it together, but finally he had me begging. Even as I came, I knew that there was something missing. Bill inside of me was what I wanted and when he finally pulled away, I was left gasping for breath, watching his every move to see what it was that he was going to do next.

  Instead of getting on top of me, Bill stood up and took the rest of his clothes off. It was the first time that I had seen all of him in this way and it made me shiver and tremble inside. He was a massive man and the more I looked on, the more I knew that he was going to be the end of me. His cock was standing out and ever so proud. There was a big part of him that was undeniable and I couldn’t keep my eyes off of him, even if I had wanted to.

  “Is this what you want? Is this what you keep begging for?”

  His dark eyes twinkled and I remembered him asking me the same question before. I also remembered what happened after I had given my answer and I wasn’t sure if I was ready for that just yet. I waited for him to climb on top and take me as he had before. It wasn’t to be though. Instead Bill lay down beside me and told me to get on top of him.

  I wasn’t prepared for the power and I was hesitant. I liked the new gentle side of Bill, but there was a part of me that craved the wild mountain man that had taken me so thoroughly the night before. Getting up, I took my clothes off slowly and watched the light in his eyes darken and the blue to turn a stormy color of need. If I was going to be in charge, I was going to make sure that he didn’t forget this moment. I still had the feeling of seeing him bare for the first time in my mind and I wanted the same for him. I needed him to look at me in the same way so that I could be sure that he was going to feel the same as I did. I wanted that undying want back inside of him. I had to have it.

  “God, you are beautiful Ayla. You’re…”

  “Perfect?”

  He chuckled and reached his hands out to me. I knew that it was the invitation that I was waiting for and I went to his embrace, straddling his body as I leaned down to kiss him.

  “I may have said it before Ayla, but it doesn’t ring any less true.”

  His words were interrupted with his mouth reaching up and suckling on my breasts. It was hard for me to hold back the breathy cry that came from my lips. I had to have him and when I moved to position myself above him, it was Bill that grabbed my hips and forced me down onto his length. I may have had a position of power, but it was clear to both of us who were really in control and I didn’t mind that at all. There was something about him watching me that turned me on to no end. It just made me want him more and more.

  Chapter 8

  Bill

  She looked beautiful on top of me, not a stitch of clothing on and it was taking everything in me to stop myself from losing control yet again. I had always prided myself on my control, but with Ayla it was nearly impossible. She had a way about her that drove me wild with lust and it was hard to fathom what it was that I was supposed to do. I needed her, badly and the more she struggled to ride my cock, the more I was tempted to help her. I was trying to be gentler, had told her that I was capable of it, but it was so hard to do. I didn’t want to be gentle. I wanted to slam inside of her and feel myself bottom out as a scream ripped from her throat.

  Her head fell back as she moved slowly with her hands braced against my chest so that she wouldn’t go down all the way onto my dick. She was trying her best to take all of me, but there was an inch or two that was just too much and it was clear to me that she wasn’t going to be able to handle much more. She was fumbling and then she slipped all the way down with a whimper. It was hard for her to get back up and I pulled on her hips and then leaned her forward for a kiss. The movement pushed me deeper and we both groaned loudly. The last inch that she was so afraid of was now inside of her and she was whimpering so delicately.

  Our tongues moved together and the more I felt her moving over me, the harder it was for me to hold onto the thin resolve that I had recently found. Her body twitched above me and she remained unmoving for quite some time. It was very hard to stop myself from hurrying her along. I knew that it was what we both needed and I could feel her insides suffocating me as she clenched and unclenched around me.

  “Ayla, you have to stop. You’re driving me crazy.”

  It was her turn to giggle and I lifted up just enough to get her to make a sound of need and pleasure. “What do you want me to stop?”

  “Stop squeezing the damn life out of me woman. It’s hard enough to control myself when I am inside of you. It wouldn’t hurt to stop.”

  “But doesn’t it feel good?”

  She sat up straight and now I was buried inside of her to the hilt. It felt damn good and again I felt like she was egging me on. My hold on my control was waning quickly and I warned her of such, but she didn’t seem too bothered by it.

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p; Moving slowly, she started to ride me again and closed her eyes as the need swept over her. She had such a beautiful look on her face and it was impossible for me not to watch her. Her large breasts jiggled just inches from my face and my hands were drawn to them almost instantaneously. It was impossible to do anything more, but touch her and play with the hardened tips.

  The added action made her hiss through her teeth and as she started to speed up a little bit, it wasn’t long before she was whimpering and slowing down again. I could feel her body convulsing around me and her eyes were squeezed about as tight as my member was inside of her. I knew then that she was coming again and again I was finding it hard to hold it all in. If only she knew what she was doing to me and how hard it was to control myself with her.

  I started to lift up a little bit as she moved down on top of me. Each time I did, it took her breath away and it was more music to my ears. It was impossible to not love everything that she was doing, but I wanted more. I was no longer going to be able to hold myself back and the truth was that I didn’t want to. All I wanted was her and to hear my name off of her honeyed lips once more.

  “Come here Ayla.”

  She leaned forward to give me a kiss as I held onto her, holding her down as my hips rose suddenly to enter her fully. Ayla gasped in my mouth as I filled her quickly. I could hear her breathing change and I knew that it wasn’t going to be long before she was coming. Ayla whimpered and I felt her insides clench around me. It was perfect, as she always was, but I was no longer able to hold it together.

  Keeping her where she was, I thrust up and held her tightly so that she couldn’t move. She cried out with the sudden shift of power and the way I was driving into her. I couldn’t stop myself from slamming in and pulling her down to me over and over again. It was more than both one of us could take and I had to grit my teeth to keep myself from losing it too soon. I wanted to be inside of her forever and ever moment that I wasn’t able to fuck her was too long for me. I wanted to hear her scream my name and when she started to I kissed her to muffle it together. Ayla got so loud, I was glad there was no one around to hear her sweet words of pleasure.

  Holding her hands behind her back I let her sit up more because I was able to get deeper and I slammed in from below over and over again until I couldn’t take it anymore. I filled her full of my stickiness and listened to her last orgasm as her insides spasms around me. It was perfect, everything with her was perfect and I was unable to let her go.

  When she made a sound that she wanted to get up, I released her hands and she put her arms around my neck and kissed me.

  “I’m so glad you came here Ayla. I didn’t know that I was looking for anyone until you came, but now I don’t want to think of life without you.”

  She paused and our eyes met for a time. It wasn’t something that I would usually say, certainly not out loud, but there was something about her that I couldn’t get past. I had never felt this way about someone before in my life and I didn’t want to think about how lonely I was before she came. I liked to think that I didn’t need anyone, but I would have been wrong. I wanted her and I think in that moment I realized that I actually needed her as well.

  We lay down and she fell asleep in my arms and stretched across my chest. I don’t know how long I laid there listening to her heartbeat and her breathing, but I know that it was for a while. There was more to this than I was going to be able to say out loud and I felt like I was dying inside a little bit. The very idea of her leaving Alaska made me hold onto her a little tighter. I knew then that I never wanted her to go anywhere. I wanted her to stay with me and even the idea of her going to live in her cabin wasn’t something that I was very fond of. Even that far was too far when I thought about it.

  When I finally went to sleep, I was warmed by her body heat and the idea that she was mine and she was in my arms where she belonged. The possessiveness I felt was overwhelming and I knew that I was never going to be able to let her go. Ayla was mine now and she wasn’t going anywhere if I had anything to say about it.

  Chapter 9

  Ayla

  When I woke up, I was so warm and I could feel the slight tickle of spry chest hairs underneath me, tickling my soft skin. I looked over to Bill, hoping that I would get a chance to see him while he was sleeping and to observe while I was unobserved, but that wasn’t to be the case. His eyes were dark and looking back at me. “Don’t you ever sleep?”

  He said that he did a little, but I felt like he had been watching me for a while. It was hard for me to take his staring and I finally got up and off of his chest, even though he didn’t want to let me go.

  “Come on Bill. We were late yesterday. I don’t want to be late today. There is still a lot of work to do and I don’t want to give people the wrong idea.”

  “That’s not a problem honey. If any of those men were in my shoes, they would never let you out of bed.”

  I felt my face getting hot because he said things like that. He acted like they all wanted to ravish me and though I had gotten that feeling a couple of times by the way they looked at me, I was sure that he was blowing things out of proportion.

  He fussed a little bit about having to get up, but he finally did and made some oatmeal for us for breakfast. It wasn’t my first choice of food by any stretch of the imagination, but I knew that it was going to have to be enough. I wasn’t really hungry. I was still sore and tired and I would have crawled back into bed if there wasn’t a bunch of work to do. I would be thankful when the cabin was ready and I was able to just relax for a couple of days. I hadn’t been in Alaska long, but it felt like every day was a day of work and I was getting tired already.

  “Do you think that the cabin will be ready today?”

  Bill started to say something and then frowned. I could tell that he had something on his mind, but he didn’t come out with it.

  “Why are you so eager to get it done?”

  “Because that is where I am going to live silly. Why wouldn’t I want it to get done? I’m ready for the day that I won’t have to get up so early. I want to sleep in and have nothing to do but watch the sun come up and watch the birds fly around. This work has me worn out. Well you have had something to do with that as well.”

  He smiled at me, but I could tell that something was bothering him. When I asked him about it, he said it was nothing, but I could tell that it wasn’t the truth.

  “Come on Bill, what’s the matter? I thought that you would be happy the cabin is almost ready and then I will be able to get out of your hair. It’s been so nice of you to keep me here and let me stay, but I know that it must be inconvenient for you.”

  He was quiet for a time longer and then he told me that I didn’t understand anything. He said it with such venom that I wasn’t sure why he was being so upset.

  “It’s not like that at all Ayla. I love having you here. You made me realize how lonely it can get up here and I’m not looking forward you to leaving. I know that this is new between us, but the last thing I want is for you to go.”

  It struck me that he was being sincere and sweet. Bill was the type of man that was hard to read because he was such a tough guy, but for a moment I saw vulnerability. I tried to remind him that we didn’t live that far away from each other and I made sure he knew that I was going to have him over for dinner as soon as I got settled in, but that didn’t seem to make him all that happy at all. The more I said, the more I realized that he wasn’t going to be happy with any of it.

  “Come on Bill. We just met. It’s not like you want me to move in with you or something. I mean, let’s be real. We are still strangers.”

  “I wouldn’t mind you if you stayed here as long as you liked and I don’t think of you as a stranger at all. I don’t know everything about you, but I know enough to know that I don’t want you to go.”

  He was being serious and I wasn’t sure what to say to that. It was hard to gauge his mood because there was so much that I didn’t know about him, but one thing
was clear, he was not happy about what was going on. I thought that the way he had jumped in to help me was because he wanted to get me into my Aunt’s cabin and out of his place. It was tiny and it wasn’t made for two people, but now I wasn’t so sure. I was sure that I was wrong on many counts and I wasn’t sure what to say.

  “I won’t be far Bill and I hope that we get to see each other as much as we do now, but we both know that you have things to do and I do as well.”

  Bill agreed, but I could tell that he still wasn’t feeling it. We drove over to the cabin in silence and I was relieved to get there because I wanted to put a little distance between us. He was acting moody and I wasn’t sure what to say. I hadn’t seen that side of him coming and I wasn’t sure what to do with it.

  I threw myself into cleaning out the inside of the cabin. I had done a lot of it the day before, but there was still a lot to do. My great aunt had been sick for a time so it was clear that it had gotten hard at the end to keep everything clean. There were spider webs in every corner and dust all over. There was also the damage and mess made from wild animals and teenagers making it their home that had to be attended to as well.

  It was almost noon before I came out and the first person I saw was Trent. He was the one that Bill warned me about, but he made a little waving motion that I was unable to ignore. I didn’t want to be rude because they were all helping me for free. How could I ignore them when they were doing so much for me?

  My wave back must have been some sort of invitation that I wasn’t aware of and he started towards me. I saw Bill out of the corner of my eye and when he saw Trent coming my way, he moved onto the porch and blocked his way. I couldn’t be rude to him, but it was clear that he had no qualms about it whatsoever.